that's it??

I have been telling my family and friends that when Ryan leaves (which was yesterday) it would be no big deal at all, I didn't even think twice about him leaving really. I was like ok great! I'll get lots of wedding planning done, focus on work, have some girl time with my girlfriends. I mean after all I will basically be seeing him almost every month for a few days at least. Which starts in 2 weeks for a friends wedding in California we are going to.

It's barely been 24 hours and I feel a bit pathetic. I'm soooo bored with him gone! My best friend is no longer just twenty-five minutes away. Thanks to technology he's a phone call or skype call away for now. I used to want to vomit when I would read blogs/posts about girls missing their fiance/husband when on trips and now

I have become one of them. great.

trax

Thursday Ryan and I rode trax to go to our friends graduation......

Riding trax is like a box full of chocolates...you never know what you're gonna get, or who you're gonna meet!

this guy knew how to sing at least! great entertainment riding from down town to Sandy.

-she has got some killer socks right?

4/10/10

4/10/2010 is a day I will definitely remember forever. Ryan and I are tieing the knot! no this is not another April Fool's prank (no wonder Ryan was't too thrilled when I posted up my fake engagement on face book that day!)

Ryan leaves in a week and a half for Colorado for the summer to work hard with a roofing company. So with him leaving he told me he wanted to throw a going away dinner before he leaves....right a ''going away dinner'' He made reservations at Asian Star for us and around 20 of our good friends. I wish I had taken pictures of us all, we were quite the large group. It was so much fun though thanks to everyone who made it!

After eating dinner Ryan stood up making a toast thanking everyone for coming to the dinner, for their friendship, expressing how he'll miss everyone this summer so it was fun to have one last hoorah before he leaves. Than looks at me and says he has some unfinished business before he leaves. He get's down on one knee as I feel a flood of emotions and put my face in my hands crying (seriously??) I finally look at him as he asks me to marry him and said yes to him giving him a hug and kiss.

We are so excited for our big day! So mark your calanders everyone for August 5, 2010